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| Haloo all..... |
| Thursday, February 23, 2006 |
Wow…lama giler tak update..bizi ngan keje..seriously..mmg bz….tapi..memandangkan aku ader masa sikit dan nk mengupdatekan keadaan diri aku ni..juga demi kakak2, abang2 dan juga adik2 yg aku sayangi…buat jugak laa.…..
Where shud I start?....erm… Let see…oh yaa… pd 3 febuari 2006, aku telah menonton dokumentari seram…..eeehhhh silap….pi tengok wayang..bersama kC, Aqil n JaA (No wonder…I think he’s becoming more n more comfortable with us) ….kitorg pi tgk buli balik..mmdgkan aku dah tgk citer tu on hari wilayah..so the ending, sy tak sedih sangat berbanding waktu 1st time tgk ngan my siblings… around 7pm, kami memulakan perjalanan ke DOME, MidValley utk berjumpa ngan kakak2 JU yg ada, Suh. Iza, Emy. Kak Mona, Kak Hani. Zuera Siam. Kak Zu Kak Zura and Abang Kamal. Aku pulak bagi adiah kat JaA sbb besday dier masa hari wilayah ari tuh..ala…biasa2 je…sbb tgh cut budget…I hope he likes it..as much as Hazim likes it…I ask Hazim to choose for him..he thot I was buying for himself…you ARE WRONG MY DEAR BRO! hahahhaa……dun worry.. I will get for u soon..just be patient….
hadiah JaA
JaA, KC and Aqil....
Life in college was quite good actually…. Biasa laa…assignment mesti adakan?? Aku xde probs ngan tu…Cuma aku agak kureng berpuas ati ngan facilities kat situ….lack of books kat Library.. banyak PC xleh guna..can u imagine…daripada 62 PC yg ada….Cuma 41 je leh guna dan Cuma ader 10 leh connect to internet..how sad kan….erm…..ntah laaa….
Erm…hari tuh…I went to Kak Zura’s house..dier wat house warming…I pi college.. ader keje n I met my lecturer…Yeah…it’s my fault…sy x bgtau my famili mana sy pi….so to make long story short, my dad marah giler…dier amik summer facilities yg ader…my Handphone, Modem, DVD konsert Seroja, The Sims 2 CDs….you name it…jadi for the pass 2 days..sy guna kakak punya phone…and this make me more furious with my dad…
Again….I said it’s my fault…My class on Tuesdays end pukul 7pm.. last week, my Bio Lecturer xde….jadi sy balik ke rumah awal. This week, she extended 20mins utk bincang for replacement class. I was so starving… sbb sy xmakan dari tengahari.. I took my breakfast…got class at 10-12…quiz on 1pm…psycho class on 2…..helping my fren wit her LP till 4…Bio Class until 7…imagine that…I didn’t take my meal….even tak minum pun…..so..i think I was too afraid nak balik sorg…I dun wanna call my dad cuz…Pekan SK was so BZ at nite…2nd…better I tumpang sumbody yg willing to help me…sbg balasan I help her….she was the person in charge wit Pure Sin…an Event organized by FIRE club…lepas Lyana abis keje..i ask her if she mind to makan2 dulu..b4 balik…she said..yeah…sure why not…..kitorg makan2…wit asraf…(this guy dah bertukar karekter….dah tak malu2 lagi)…biler balik…my dad marah…ok…I admit..my fault…sbb xbgtau…
Disebabkan sy teringin sgt nak tgk event tu…sbb semester lepas…I didn’t have class on the day of the event…jadi xde peluang nak tengok…this semester..FIRE club go even FURTHER n WILDER….i likeeeee….hehhee….so I made up my mind….klu I pi..leh tolong diorg…sbb ni je laaa club yg ader kat college…pastu some of my GOOOOD frenz ada kat situ…jadi I dun mind to join them….but my DAD…..dier buat my day miserable….yeah…..again…I admit…sy xde class on Wednesdays…but I think I shud go…my dad kata…sy ke kolej sebab nak pi surf internet…tu xleh sangkal laa…ngan insufficient of PC yg disambungkan ngan Internet..better pi awal…sekurang2nya dpt gak laa PC tu kan…pastu dier kata sy Tipu dier…tipu semua org….to make my day even worst…dier babitkan mom and my siblings….i cannot take it anymore….kenapa dier nak babitkan org lain dlm masalah sy..yg buat problem..saya…kenapa yg lain pulak kena?? So..i pi kolej jalan kaki…I dun mind…every Monday.. I walked back from college to home…dalam perjalanan..sy berfikir…dan setiap kali sy berfikir..sy rasa xpuas hati….dalam ketidak puasan hati….kristal2 jernih berguguran…di kolej…sy cuba utk tidak menonjolkan kesedihan saya. Ye laa..kat kolej.. sy cuba utk jadi yg boleh bergaul ngan summer org…walaupun sy agak kurang fasih berbahasa inggeris…tapi OK laaah….hahaha.... disebabkan hal itu jugak….sy terlupa nk pakai jam…xbawak my organizer….sumer laa..the 1st person yg I ceritakan hal ni adalah Dayana.. she calmed me down….my eyes was swollen..Dayana mintak sy bersabar… play cool…play nice….dun make him more angry….and that’s what I’m doing…..but I dunno..maybe semua yg sy buat adalah salah kat mata dier….so what shud I do???
Erm….this conclude my post…about the PURE SIN EVENT…wait yaa…..it will be coming soon…sooner than u expect…..CHIOW!
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hasil muntahan pikiran maxx @ 9:42 AM  |
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DeaR MaXX,
SaBaR BaNYaK2.
YouR DaD MaRaH SeBaB Dia SaYaNGGG, KaLau TaK SaYaNG Dia TaK MaRaH.
KaLau TaK SaYaNG Dia TaK BiMBaNG.
LamBaT LauN, SeJuK Tu....
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hello maxx!
i'm a new visitor. sedih juga bila i baca kisah u kena marah dengan daddy u. maybe u dah buat banyak salah? i rasa takkan pasal kes ini, daddy u dah marah seperti ini?
i masa highschool, jahat macam u nie juga. my dad pengsan pun pasal marah kan i dulu. masa 10 tahun dulu mana ada cellphone bgtahu parents. u fikir la, dad i yg doktor pun blh hypertension.
i regret sampai sekrang tapi i sedar i tak mungkin dapatkan dia kembali. u kena sedar&berubah. i dah baca berberapa posts u. as i can say...parents sentiasa betul. jangan sampai semua family u rasa u hanya membebankan.
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